Tuesday, November 29, 2011

其实很累, 也很无奈...

其实我挺羡慕那些只要有些不开心的事,
就可以随便找几个朋友分享的人~
至少他们什么时候都可以和什么人分享不快乐的事情~
听听别人的看法~ 

而我不能~ 
不知道为什么,就是不太会向人诉苦~ 
尤其感情方面,
是我太过独立么?
还是天蝎星的本性? 
什么事都往心里藏~

其实很累,
也很无奈~ 
累于撑太久,
无奈于没诉苦对像或是说不出心里真正的想法~

永远只能当诉苦的对像~ 
也很理所当然的,
很懂得安抚他人,
自己却不一定做得到那些事。
讲容易,做就难啊~ 

我也是人一个,
我也希望有个懂我的人,
了解我的人,
可以不完全,
就算那一点点,
我也会感动,知足,珍惜~ 
可惜又可悲的是, 
我还没遇见这样的一个人。

sigh...

Sunday, November 20, 2011

.Forever Alone.

好的朋友我不需要很多很多,几个就够了~
可悲的是,再要好的,也都不太了解自己~
我真的那么难相处?

身边还是有很多可以称得上朋友的,
感情应该也还算不错,
甚至有时因为较常一起出去玩,或是从小一起长大的,
就误把他们当好朋友,死党看待,也很理所当然的,
努力的维持这些友情,
却只换来他们的不在乎
所以就把自己弄得伤痕累累的~
呵~
或许是自己太重感情了吧~
也或许是高估了自己。。。

到后来,真的累了。
真的真的累了,
所以不想理了~

感情路不佳,友情线也那么差,
我还有什么路是好的?
事业,学业? 呵~~
说真的,面对现在的自己,我只能傻笑~

.FOREVER ALONE.  haha! =D

Monday, July 18, 2011

Welcome to visit us~ =)

Here i come back again~ weeee~ =)
i feel better now... [even still have some emo =/ ]
okay, forget it~

Busy with some small business this recently~
Yes, i got a new business again,
but this time are doings together with my beloved partner,Ms.Mary...[also known as Ms.Ellevi xD]
Its a cloth printing business~
we design and do the printing jobs on cloth,
for sure, we also welcome any request in design too!
Welcome to visit us yea~ =)









M&M CreativeBoutique

and here my another online shop,
where selling some pre-order closet, and ready stock contact lens~ =)




















XT Lens House

I had create a page for me sharing something interested~
do come and take a look too yea~ =)











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Sunday, July 17, 2011

累...

有时候,会瞬间觉得生活好累~
刻意的去忘记,真的真的让人好累~
对,我承认,我 就是还爱你。
很爱很爱那个!

快2年了~
我真的很想快点把你给忘掉,但我就是一直都做不到。
我很讨厌这样的自己,讨厌那么脆弱的自己。

在外头,
我可以很潇洒,
我可以很好玩,
我可以很疯癫,
我可以一直的伪装,
没有任何一个人能看透我的伪装。

能看透我的那个,什么时候才能让我遇上?
要到什么时候我才能遇见一个真正能让我依靠的人?

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Switch back to KK Mode...

Time gone so fast..
my holiday was end up now,
from 2 weeks postpone to 3 weeks~
well,i really enjoy with it~
cause it was spending all the time with my Beloved Family and my Dearest Besties!

While staying at home town,
i felt that, there was nothing much i can think of at all,
i mean something like stress...
and my insomnia was gone!

 i really wish that i can stay together with my family after i was done my courses...
cause life are too short...
if we don't accompany them now,
when is it then?
and i wish to earn a lot and a lot of money,
for my parent enjoy life...
i really hope that i can done it one day...
For sure, i can do that! hheemmphh!(with a confident sound =X)

aiksss....
 i'am having homesick now,
wtf! =X
MISSING! =(


Thursday, May 26, 2011

❤Back to Hometown...❤

Busy doing assignment for a week...
once it done,pass it up...
then,
Final Exam~~~
and NOW~
back to my Hometown!!! 
Wooohhoooo~ =D

ouuhh,Home are always the sweetest one~
Miss it so much...
so now,i'll spending all of my holiday at hometown...
although it was so freaking bored sometimes...
cause there are nothing much things can do~ =X
well, it just a small town...
no shopping mall,no cinema...
but for sure,here got the nice weather...
and luckily,
my besties are staying at here too,
while waiting the letter for her,where to continue her degree journey~ =)
and some friend are in sem break holiday too~ 
so that we still can go for YamCha~ hahah...


 Took this while staying at mom's saloon~ =)

and my mom had cook some soya bean milks!
ouuyeahh! yummiie yummiie~~

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Staying at Beach...

Woke up around 8am today...
and preparing,
join Mr.JX College friends Beach Party...

here,my ss photo...
taken at Mr.JX's car...
weeheee...
the light effect is nice...
i like it~ xD

It is a Birthday of 3 Girls...
we stayed whole day at the beach...
well...
cause there is a lot of thingy that been forgot by them...
so,the party are start a bit late...
while waiting..
i got the chance to stay alone there...
its really nice and relax...
but its make my mood became bit down too~ 
here are some photo taken while waiting...

My foot print... =)
The beach view at the morning...
another view...
there is a lot of the hermit crab...

That it...=)

okay...forget it...


Its a BBQ party actually...
but we had take 2-3 hours to make the carbon get burn...=.=
cause there are too big wind...
at the end,we bought the starter to make the carbon get burn...
then we started BBQ after while.. =)
weeheee...all of us are so excited with it...
but what funny is...
the fire bit heavy cause by the wind..
so the food like been burn too~ 0.0
plus we had add up the oil+honey...
so...=X
very black one...
here,the food....


the sausage... o__o
and the chicken wings...o__o
and this..haha, this was safe...cause been care by me! xD
Haaa!!! the 3 Birthday girls~ =)

After all...
some of them are keep on take photo..
and i choose to walk around on the beach...

there are so much of this when there is around evening...
done by the crab...
creating the space for them to sleep~ =)

and i get catched the crabbie~ saw it? =)

the view of the beach are always nice one..
no matter it is morning,afternoon,evening or night...
catch up the view of the beach on evening again...


really like it...

Monday, April 25, 2011

Gathering 24.April.2011 ♥♥♥

GATHERING
since all of us had so long time didn't meet each other~
all busy with own college life...
busy with a bunch of assignment,exam....
it's time for us to relax a while yea~ =)
at first,
we having dinner at KK Upperstar...
all keep on talk and talk, joke and joke~ =)
and here are all of us~ 
well, bit sad...
cause some of us cant join this gathering~ =(
but its ok~ 
we'll have the next gathering!
SOON! (hope it so)

here,me with Mr.JX =)
Me and Lun,(the photographer)  =)

Me with Lao ying~ hahaha~ jk yea...is leng luii Ying~ =D 
Me with lengluii Jun~ =)
and here are me with Mr.arther and Mr.Nigel =)

after that...
we plan to watch movie at first...
but there is no nice movie showing with the right time~
so we switch to AMP Square for sing K =)

haaa! here the two singer full with feeling... hahaha~ Mr.Arther and Mr.Nigel

look! lengluii Singing~ xD 
Haaa~ Lun here!!! with the full of feeling when singing~ he really enjoy with it~
(actually he already high high deii on that time,hahaha~)

Let's Get a more closer look~ xD 
Haa! this...Mr.Xing~ hahah~ sitting there waiting his turn to singing~ xD 
Mr.Xing Showtime!!! xD 

Haaa!!! this is the most expensive photo taken! xD
(it's really hard to get capture his photo...)
here we're...Peace!  =)

Lengluii Showtime =) 
She really gt the talent to be a model! =)
(actually she already a part time model...)


well....
all really siiao one~
we keep on singing...
from11++pm to 3++am...
still not enough~
siiao is it? hahaha
but the time is up~
so no choice for us...

after that...
we go having some supper...
ate Har mee~

Reach home at 4++am~
what a siiao gathering haa~
LMAO! xD

really hope that our friendship will be never ends!
and i know NEVER! =)