=X

哈~
今天把头发给剪短了些~
有空再把照照给post上来~
赫赫~

刚才中午和朋友们吃饭时~
突然说到spm成绩放榜的事~
恐怖~
11号就是了~
倒数时间还剩5天罢了~
心里有点怕怕~>__<


--------6 march-----------

今晚到爸爸朋友家去吃饭~
至于为了什么而请吃饭~
我就不太清楚了~
吃饱不久~
妈妈在赌博~
爸爸也在忙着聊天~
而我呆在那里超闲的~
所以到朋友家去咯~
聊了好多东西~
赫赫~
到了11++点才回家~

到家就直接洗澡~
上一下网就去睡了~


没东东写了~=X
buaiii~

痛

他说他有女友了~
早在一月份就和她在一起了~
心里有着说不出来的痛~
真的好痛~
试着忍下来~
但是泪水就是那么的不听话~
留了下来~
我又为他哭了~
不过这会是我最后一次为他哭~
以后不会再为他流泪了~
这一次真的清醒了~
这段感情真的彻底的结束了~
没了~
我的等待再次换来了伤痛~
累了~

只能祝福他能幸福~
至于为了他生日准备那么久的礼物~
我也不知该如何处理了~
是该把它给烧掉~
还是送给他算了？
又或者把它给收藏好？
烧掉的话我应该做不到~
拿去送他，他会珍惜么？
把它收藏起来，我看了就会让我想到他~
真的不知道该怎么好~

就写到这~
安~

=X

this recently siao-ing with XDO agn~
huhu~
keep shua++ those~
oso bck 2 skype~
chating with fren~[happy =) ]
n oso dragonica~
but nw r more 2 XDO~

duno wana write about wat le~ =X
stop here~
buai~ xO

saturday nite going kk~
going 2 celebrate the last day 4 CNY~ =]
celebrate v my lovely big family~haha~
but got a bit bit mm song =[
my cousin go clubbing didnt bring mii~ T^T
miss a chance to dance narhx~ =(
then i m just can gambling at aunt home =(
and keep lose~ wtF!!! >__<
vry unlucky~ T^T
gambling till midnite just go oioi =X

then wake up on 10am on the next day~
all os my cousin going out ad~ =__=|||
paktor de go paktor~
work de go work~
left mii n 3 xiao gua at home~
and also my aunt n uncle~
sien dou sei~ =__=|||

luckily~
got fren at kk~
ask them come out~
haha~
all drink are spend by my fren~ =]
but just yamcha,play pool a while jek~
then kena bising jor~[by my parents =__=]
wtF!!!
hate narhx~

bck home then continue gambling agn~
gambling till i feel slpy~=__=|||
but no 1 cn replace my sit~
so i m jz keep ply~
finally~
dinner coming~=)
finish dinner~
i m helping to clean up~
wash dishes~
done my work~
then eat my fav fresh oranges~wee =D
delicious~ xD

dady help mii gambling on my sit~ xD
then i cn do other thing 4 a while jor~
wakaka~ xD
order shirt from my cousin's gf~
wahaha~
done~
then continue gambling~=__=
till 1++am jz oioi~

tired~
then wake up vry erly 2day==~
6++am~
rdy up~then nid bck home le~
reach mum shop~
then gt call frm fren le~ ==
asking 2 go yamcha~ lol~
whole day keep yamcha ad~ ==

hmm~
wana find a job at kk~
wana work at kk~
my fren going 2 work at kk in tis week~
haix~
i oso wan narhx~
keep finding~ hmm~ =X
wana save money~=__=

ok~
jz stop here~
duno wana write wat ad~=X
buai~ =)
take care all!!

20 FeB

今天一整天呆在家里~
一句话~ 闷!

这几天都在大姑家过夜~
跟表哥们赌博赌到凌晨才睡~
虽然是这样~
可是每当睡前~
心情就会特别的低落~
总是会想很多东西~
直到想到累了才能入睡~
至于用了多少时间去想这些事~
我自己也不知道~

整天挂着开心的笑脸到亲戚家拜年~
很累~
因为那些都是装出来的~
虽然某些时候是真的发自心里笑出来~
但是笑了过后~
还是能感觉到那孤单的感觉~

想起那天见到你的感觉~
就好像整棵心掉了下来一样~
可是~
我也还是一样带着笑容跟你说话~
心理却一直在抽痛着~
没有人知道~
更何况是得知你和她还有她的朋友一起出来后~
心理更加的痛~

半年多了~
为什么还是忘不了你啊?
我真的好恨我自己~
我恨我爱你~

至于我的宝贝君君哦~
你也别太伤了哦~
别想那么多哦~
你美女一个~
不怕没人要呀~
就算没人要~
你还有我们这班死党~
还有我~
永远陪在你身边~
我们一起分担一切!

最近学会打pool了~
还打上瘾了~=X
不过还不是很会打~
所以啊~
要多练习~
这样我就多了一个可以消遣的东东做了~xD

好了~
就写到这了~
大家安安咯~

Pain

i feel pain in my heart~
really tired~
why wanna let me meet dou you~
if meet dou you are alone,or with boy friends,
its ok~
but~
u are hanging out with 3 girls~
3 girl and just only u 1 boy~
and the 1 of the 3 girls is ur EX~! [wtF!]
why?
really hate one~
spoil my mood~
going out play pool with cousin and bro with a happy mood~
become like this~
why this world are too small?
there are many shop can play pool~
why must go there~
you talk to me just like nothing~
throw me those happy smile~[wtF!]
my heart really pain~
and also broken~bleeding~
i felt wanna cry in many times just now~
but i had try 2 calm down myself~
luckily,i've done it~
now,i m staying at aunt's home~
wrtiting this post~
my tears going 2 drop again~
haixzz~
i really hate myself~
why wanna let me know you?
let me love you?
if can~
i really wanna choose never meet you before~
never know you is better~
at least no need 'enjoy' this suffer~[HATE!!!]
i hate that i love you!

haha~
valentine is already gone~
i almost been single before valentine in every years~
never feel what is the feeling when celerate valentine with the ppl that you love~
funny right? xDDDD
and also pity 1~ =)
bo bian~
i m not a lenglui~
haha~
bo lang ai~=]

this few day didn't have any new post~
because i'm busy helping mum make CNY kuih~
helping family 2 clean up the house~=)

hmm~ok le~
night 2 all~
ehh~no~
is morning already =)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS TO ALL~ =]
GONG XI FAT CHAI!!!

Crazy Trip

回来咯~
其实很多东西想和大家分享的~
只是超级懒惰打字~ =X
和朋友们的 'crazy trip' 结束啦~
开心开心~
哈哈~拍了很多照照~

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朋友们~
我爱你们~
么么~
哈哈~