20 FeB

今天一整天呆在家里~
一句话~ 闷!

这几天都在大姑家过夜~
跟表哥们赌博赌到凌晨才睡~
虽然是这样~
可是每当睡前~
心情就会特别的低落~
总是会想很多东西~
直到想到累了才能入睡~
至于用了多少时间去想这些事~
我自己也不知道~

整天挂着开心的笑脸到亲戚家拜年~
很累~
因为那些都是装出来的~
虽然某些时候是真的发自心里笑出来~
但是笑了过后~
还是能感觉到那孤单的感觉~

想起那天见到你的感觉~
就好像整棵心掉了下来一样~
可是~
我也还是一样带着笑容跟你说话~
心理却一直在抽痛着~
没有人知道~
更何况是得知你和她还有她的朋友一起出来后~
心理更加的痛~

半年多了~
为什么还是忘不了你啊?
我真的好恨我自己~
我恨我爱你~

至于我的宝贝君君哦~
你也别太伤了哦~
别想那么多哦~
你美女一个~
不怕没人要呀~
就算没人要~
你还有我们这班死党~
还有我~
永远陪在你身边~
我们一起分担一切!

最近学会打pool了~
还打上瘾了~=X
不过还不是很会打~
所以啊~
要多练习~
这样我就多了一个可以消遣的东东做了~xD

好了~
就写到这了~
大家安安咯~

Pain

i feel pain in my heart~
really tired~
why wanna let me meet dou you~
if meet dou you are alone,or with boy friends,
its ok~
but~
u are hanging out with 3 girls~
3 girl and just only u 1 boy~
and the 1 of the 3 girls is ur EX~! [wtF!]
why?
really hate one~
spoil my mood~
going out play pool with cousin and bro with a happy mood~
become like this~
why this world are too small?
there are many shop can play pool~
why must go there~
you talk to me just like nothing~
throw me those happy smile~[wtF!]
my heart really pain~
and also broken~bleeding~
i felt wanna cry in many times just now~
but i had try 2 calm down myself~
luckily,i've done it~
now,i m staying at aunt's home~
wrtiting this post~
my tears going 2 drop again~
haixzz~
i really hate myself~
why wanna let me know you?
let me love you?
if can~
i really wanna choose never meet you before~
never know you is better~
at least no need 'enjoy' this suffer~[HATE!!!]
i hate that i love you!

haha~
valentine is already gone~
i almost been single before valentine in every years~
never feel what is the feeling when celerate valentine with the ppl that you love~
funny right? xDDDD
and also pity 1~ =)
bo bian~
i m not a lenglui~
haha~
bo lang ai~=]

this few day didn't have any new post~
because i'm busy helping mum make CNY kuih~
helping family 2 clean up the house~=)

hmm~ok le~
night 2 all~
ehh~no~
is morning already =)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS TO ALL~ =]
GONG XI FAT CHAI!!!

Crazy Trip

回来咯~
其实很多东西想和大家分享的~
只是超级懒惰打字~ =X
和朋友们的 'crazy trip' 结束啦~
开心开心~
哈哈~拍了很多照照~

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哈哈~
大家一起献丑啦~
朋友们~
我爱你们~
么么~
哈哈~